Help me please...so scared and confused!! Real answers only!?

Something similar happened to a friend of mine...her husband gave her genital . She was devastated, just as I'm sure you are. She recently got remarried, however. She met a wonderful man and waited some time before telling him about the . She also abstained from with him until he was aware. Because he loved her, he was understanding and they dealt with it together and take precautions to keep him from becoming infected. You're right...what happened to you is not fair, but it has happened and now you will have to live with it. I'm very sorry about your situation...please try to keep your chin up, and PLEASE get lots of check ups at your gyno's office. Best of luck to you.